A Girl's Life

2009-01-09T17:04:00.004+08:00

This MV is called 搞笑, so sweet n sad. So jealous of 曾恺玹. Love this song. sadly imeem doesnt have it. Just watching n listening to it makes my heart ache... Look at show's acting skills, perfect!!! Love u Show!! <3

2008-12-29T21:01:00.005+08:00

Today is the most devastating day of my life.

Morning, dad met with an accident in his taxi. The car bumper was totally damaged-all smashed in. Thank goodness he was fine. Taxi sent for servicing, will last at least 1 week. Dad not working for 1 week. No work, no pay. Adults are always quarrelling about money problems, with me stuck in between.

Half an hour ago, dad got a call from my paternal grandfather's old folks' home. He passed away. His condition turned for the worse about 3 weeks ago. Then it improved gradually, and deteriorated again. The saddest thing is we just visited him yesterday, conscious but unresponding. They say he had blessed dad this morning that he escaped unscathed after the accident. 姑姑 just returned from korea last night, grandma called her at around 5 plus this evening to ask her go visit grandfather. She said later............

Later.................

It's the ugliest and most horrible word i've ever heard.

Full of tears, full of hurt, full of regret, full of heart-throbbing guilt.

What can i do... I've cried till my tears are all dried up.

从小爷爷最疼爱我了.每年过中秋节他都会送我一个灯笼.我长大了,他不买灯笼,买我最爱吃得月饼. 成绩考得优异,他就给我钱当奖励.给父母挨骂,他就老是说这句话, "别骂了,孩子还小不懂事." 他就是这样地保护着我.在他眼里,我永远是个小孩.爷爷活到 80+ 岁了,现在永远把眼睛闭上了.......爷爷,再见了......我会坚强起来,我会没事的.....

2008-12-26T16:06:00.004+08:00

OMG!!!!! it's mr adrian tan!!! well we all know that mr tan has a band called pension state. heard his cd, it's like wow, u sing like this?? see the video is like LOL, so funny, yet so cool!!! see him jumping about on stage, hmm, no wonder in class always siao siao like this. (for ppl who dont know, he's my form teacher-the lead singer!!) thanks lydia for telling wenhui and thanks wenhui for telling me. cant go to the bbq today so take video as an alternative ba. so sad. goodbye mr tan, u are like, the greatest teacher ever. ahem. to me. come back visit this wacky 203'08 whenever u can!!! =)

2008-12-23T10:44:00.007+08:00

hihi. ok dead for very long i know. 2 more days is x'mas! 10 more days school reopen. time simply flies. 26 dec gonna have class bbq. but dunno wat time yet. haix y so last minute de. then dad suddenly say cannot go. it's like officially the last chance to see mr tan. heck care, mum allow can le. i think. or i will simply die.

around last week supposed to have pri sch gathering with pri 6 class, ice skating. in the end i oso cant make it. (if u see this, just want to let u noe that i really didnt expect to see yr name appear on my phone again. like i told u, i tot it was a prank. and lol when u called me on that day itself to ask whether i was going, i was hesitating whether to answer your call. but still, im glad we've both managed to put the past behind us.)

got good progress award. my hard work paid off. $150 more to spend. muahaha!!

3 more days to 26 dec and Fashion Show really officially arrives!!!!

>>to someone:

-thank you for being there for me when i didnt do well in my studies esp in certain subject.
-thank you for being so patient n explaining my weaknesses.
-thank you for cheering me up when im feeling down but im sure u always do it unknowingly.
-thank you for motivating me with your excellent words of wisdom and constant encouragement.
-thank you for making me feel that life is ever so meaningful and we shouldnt take certain things too seriously.
-thank you for making me able to look at things in a better perspective than i do before.
-* thank you for everything, and i thank God for allowing me to meet someone as special as you.

to wanying- im not free tmr, family gathering. another day ba. sms me cos i seldom use com now. sch reopen as usual every morning go sch tgt k. see ya W. =)

2008-12-14T13:49:00.003+08:00

ok pissed off now cos Fashion Show only releases in S'pore on 26 Dec. nvm. it's worth waiting. the above MV is SOOOOO HOT!!! i went crazy watching it. Hotshot theme song-箇中強手. so hot so cute so handsome so charming!!!!!!

2008-11-27T18:01:00.002+08:00

im starting to feel that this holiday is so darn meaningless.. and harmful to my health.

what i do everyday:

-read (library books or just re-read what i have)

-slack (stare into space/listen to songs/play psp then end up falling asleep)

-snack (potato chips, twisties, nachos, roller-coasters. u name it, i've eaten it)

-watch tv (while doing the above)

tell me, how on earth am i NOT gonna get fat. cant possibly keep going out cos now i have this horrible habit of spending my money on practically everything i see.

hence im trying to eat less during meals. and get scolded by my mum. "dont go on diet! u very fat meh? got food dont wan to eat." and blah blah blah. MOTHERS. argh.

pissed off. Fashion Show change date again. 17 Nov to 5 Dec. 5 Dec to 12 Dec.

HOPE 12 DEC IS FINAL! I CAN'T WAIT ANYMORE!

reply to tags- to wanying: when i free i msg u ba. or when u free u msg me oso can. i wan buy "little miss" shirts! =)

2008-11-20T10:53:00.002+08:00

GUIDES CAMP THIS YEAR WAS A TOTAL BLAST!!!

Here are the details:

Day 1: after settling down we started to pitch tents for the Sec 3s to sleep in. (teachers, sec 1s and 2s sleep on beds, so cool!) then used poles to make gadgets for sec 3s to put their shoes, baggage and clothes. lunched. [[then i can't really rmb what we did after lunch...]] fast forward to after dinner, we learn to light kerosene lamp. then it was MASS GAMES!!! sec 3s bully sec 1s and 2s. blindfold us. splash us with water. pour flour over us. fed us could-be-poisonous unknown substance. (bread, milo-powder, lime, chicken gravy and salt mixed together). push-ups on detergent splashed surface. overall, it was super awesome! then lights out at 11.45.

P.S Gwen, yingying and I got to know sec 1s fione, jamie n shuping very well. we kept gossipping n laughing our heads off. so for the 2 nights, we planned to talk in the middle of the night when teachers are asleep. but both nights backfired cos we're too tired. LOL

Day 2: woke up with a pounding headache. asked arnd for panadol, no one has it. asked mrs tan, she said nid to contact parent to check im not allergic to panadol then can gve. called dad n managed to shake him off the idea of him coming to send me home. ate panadol. learnt to cut firewood and how to light fire. then was time for outdoor cooking. angeline n i prepared the food, amanda n fione chopped the firewood and built fire pit. the food rawks! the chicken was super nice! ok. then went for hike. went goat farm. then was going to frog farm when it rained v heavily. took shelter under a bus stop and sang sonds tgt. rain stopped we walked back to camp singing . actually was sec 3s and the trainer adrian. then gwen, yingying and me the 3 sec 2s self-high. reached campsite started raining again. slacked and chatted. showered. then cos of rain had indoors campfire. same 3 sec 2s emcees for campfire. at first we 3 self-high again, but slowly the atmosphere increased and it was very fun!!! hehe seniors n teachers said we did a great job, it was better than last year when sec 3s were emcees! then lights out at 11 something.

Day 3: clear up everything. happy tat can go home, abit sad tat nid to leave cos it was very fun. prize presentation, camp de-brief. home sweet home!

tats all for camp. SHOW's album out on 5 Dec, it's called Fashion Show! haix, only have $40 left in my saving box. still nid to buy hotshot part 3 dvd. then show's album too. i think i will buy the album first.

replies to tags: to priscilla-there may be hotshot part 2, but 東方翔, 潔兒 and the 學生會會長 will change ppl. then since no more W, 元大鷹 and the 會長 will have a relationship. change so many ppl like that not nice alr. at least still got 元大鷹.

2008-11-10T14:32:00.002+08:00

just a very short post cos im not supposed to be using com.

watched hotshot episode 16, which is oso last episode. very sad, W died!!! T.T and Daying managed to learn 蘭蝶划雲遊身步.

overall Hotshot is a very nice show. but i seriously didnt like the ending. how could W just die like tat. she haven't confess to Daying!!! then since the match was a draw did Jie Er and Dong Fang Xiang become a couple? (most probably, but at least show us ma)

ok seriously gotta go. shit.

2008-11-06T09:09:00.002+08:00

ok, here to revive my blog.

last saturday (very long time ago), went to JB for shopping spree. the things there r majorly cheap!!! i wanted to buy zhuan jiao yu dao ai dvd for just RM35 which is like S$17, where in s'pore it's S$55. but mum didnt allow, say channel U showing soon alr so buy for wat. then bought some cute shirts n a black shorts and an awesome white shades. unfortunately im still not wearing contacts so wearing the shades is like equals to being blind. then the little children noisy say wanna watch movie. in the end watch HSM 3 again.

lunch ate korean food. super classy, is sit on the floor with cushion. super nice. then shop shop and shop until dinner time. ate at hawker centre. then go home.

yst watch 1st episode of zhuan jiao. Show is super cute can. my mum watch abit then say wan to go n bathe, in the end see Show so cute then just watch the whole episode. i ask her, "i tot u gonna bathe?" she say, "aiya i want to see him cannot ar?" LOL

2008-10-29T14:18:00.002+08:00

Long time no blog le!!! Haix so many things have happened since the last time i blogged... time flies.

On thurs 23 Oct was the last day of school. Mr Tan leaving nhhs. he was super nice, treated our class to lunch at Rocky's Pizza. Much better than pizza hut, more ex too. then we took photos n "yum seng" with our cups of water/coke/sprite. then i was sitting on my chair while most ppl were lingering abt, and mr tan came up to me to ask why i like so distracted. he was way close with direct eye contact, it's kinda freaky, but nice. what was i to say? of course i said there's nothing wrong n blah blah blah. actual fact, i was just thinking how sad tat he will never teach us ever again, n not even see him in sch anymore. he said he may organise a final 203'08 class event near x'mas. maybe at his hse too!

then friday went to watch High Sch Musical 3 at Lot One. crowded like shit. it's not very nice compared to previous 2. and i still love Sharpay Evans! (ashley tisdale rawks!) saturday and sunday was SIANsational, slacked all the way.

Monday came to cousin's house to stay. not the cousin who is the same age as me, but 2 younger cousins. 3 year old girl toddler (beverly) and 9 year old boy (bryan) . they still schooling. i nid to wake at 7am plus cos beverly wans me to bring her to school. then whole morning lazing and switching tv channels or talking to the maid. afternoon both of them come home and it's thoroughly noisy. they watch okto, i feel like hitting my head on the wall.

yst got a msg from amanda to say tat yingying n i are chosen as campfire leaders for guides camp this year. then we both request them to add gwen as well. seems like they thought gwen not going camp. but amanda say she will try to include her.

going home tonite. i wanna change blogskin, but rather go home use own com then do. i think i will change to a yuan daying skin i saw on blogskins just now. haven watch hotshot episode 14!!! cousin hse com no sound!!! anw, my mum bought hotshot dvd part 2 for me! she good mood la, friday suddenly buy for me. wait for part 3 and i will have whole set! zhuan jiao yu dao ai starting on channel u on 5 nov!!!

ANTICIPATING SHOW LUO'S NEW ALBUM (NOV/DEC) AND MOVIE (WITH AH SA, SOMETIME NEXT YEAR) !!!

2008-10-21T11:22:00.003+08:00

Lol too busy till blog still dead ar...

now in sch com lab, supposed to do survey but i nid to reset my account..

leadership camp was quite fun n hyper, but the food abit yucky. the toilets are totally ant-infested, eww. overall really made alot of new friens.

okayyyy this is so boring. i wanna watch Hotshot ep 13! yst no time to watch, thx to stupid sister who has low intellectual in learning. couldnt even watch bai fen bai.

Replies to tags: to shiwei- hihi! how'd u get my blog? :)
to mel- it's ok, im oso siao. SHOW mania!
to priscilla- yea his new album coming out! I CANT WAIT!!!! he say when u see him wearing cap in bai fen bai means his album is coming out le!

17 November!!! I wait wait n wait!!! When he come to s'pore to advertise i will go see him! cnt miss another opportunity!!

2008-10-10T15:54:00.004+08:00

Yeah! Im back from EOY! today art paper, i draw a whole load of dunno wat. i drew my hp, tats quite nice..

just watched hotshot episode 12. 大鹰说:真正的爱是不求回报的. so touching... in episode 12 trailer 大鹰 helped 東方翔 to block 殘's attacks until he cannot take it. omg my heart ached like shit. he vomit blood some more. Dang, can't wait to watch it.

gonna slack all the way. feels so nice, very long never have this kind of care-free feeling le. will be away at leadership camp on 15 to 17 oct though.

feels nice to be back again. :)

REPLIES TO TAGS: to Priscilla - hehe, 元大鷹超帥!!!

2008-09-19T20:31:00.004+08:00

today paper 1. quite ok de la. for eng i think my proposal writing quite good. my compo 1 word essay...... Mrs Lim, i put in more than usual vocab le.

chinese si han still ok. compo i write bao zhang bao dao. abt 1 and 1/4 page nia, die liao.

anw, just watched hotshot episode 8. super nice de. yuan da ying super strong k. shuanhock piss me off on msn say yuan da ying is loser... ><

oh ya this episode got feature special guests, the twins from 2moro. but then got one fake de act as their triplet. nose so crooked, so fake. LOL

hope will get to watch episode 9 before eoy start. then after eoy will need to have hotshot marathon!!! I LOVE YUAN DA YING!!!!

2008-09-10T20:57:00.004+08:00

^This picture totally rawks! Thanks Amanda! :D

LOL. i lost track of which episode i stopped at for HotShot. realised i haven watch episode 7. must find time to do so. eh wait, i got the DVD, but still must find time to watch too.

recently i have been dreaming and thinking of Show Luo every single moment. i keep thinking when will i get to see him LIVE before my very eyes. and what will i say. and wat will he say. and how will i feel. i wanna shake his hand! *hyperventilates* i wanna take a photo with him too! but will need special request. i will do just that. if cannot then will be so darn bad. but i will still take pictures of him on my phone or camera! hopefully by then i change to a hp with higher mega pixel so can take clearer pictures f him. haix. say so much, still must wait till he comes to Singapore again. I WILL GO SEE HIM, I WILL NEVER MISS ANOTHER OPPORTUNITY!

today ______ touched my hand..... i was like screaming my head off to wenhui n she thinks im ridiculous. ______'s hand is so..... makes me feel all tingly.. feels nice too. gosh, wats my problem. Lol, i don't care though. Im obssessed with ______ and Show way too much BUT I DON'T CARE!!!

2008-09-09T20:50:00.002+08:00

Finally saved it, my blog i mean. it went haywire a few days back...

think of class bbq wana cry. sounded like a blast and i missed it. T.T

THANK YOU WENHUI FOR HELPING ME BUY THE HOTSHOT PART 1 DVD! I LOVE YOU!!!

scared, terrified, horrified, petrified of end-of-year. i so must start mugging.

if baobei Show as usual having album it should be out in about 1 month's time! can't wait. hope have..

Wenhui say today bai fen bai was Show and fans activity. THEY PASS OIL BLOTTER TO EACH OTHER MOUTH TO MOUTH!!!! IT WILL SO TOTALLY LIKE STICK ONTO THEIR MOUTHS... AND THEY MASSAGE FOR HIM... life is so blissful and good for them... went out for dinner so couldnt watch.

found out mr adrian tan's exact birth date today. =) heehee..

this is a random post - i write watever i think of.

2008-08-29T16:42:00.002+08:00

Replies to tags (dunno why i cnt tag on my tagboard)

to YuanTeng- linked! miss u sia, been so long le. =)

to Gwen- GWENNNNNNNN!! Lols.

to YingYing- Silver colour! wanted white but no more. is my uncle buy for me de.

to ChunAi- yea, SHOW's everywhere! =) and practically every post mentions him too.

2008-08-29T16:22:00.004+08:00

^Nice right? Is a SHOW necklace. I so want this...

Sad sad sad case. mum dnt allow me to go for class chalet, cos my results sucked. haix, nvm, i will do well for eoy, then we will organise another one! i hope so...

yst was stupid, thx to ms poon and huifang, i got pulled up on stage to dance indian dance for assembly. so paiseh can. then mr tan after tat say to me, "sarah, u were very brave on stage. *smiles*" then i paiseh paiseh look at him and say thank you. THEN he laughed this really cute laugh, soft and gentle, not loud and uncivilised. it made me soo, like OMG, it's super CUTE!!!

then i feel so bad for not giving him anything for teacher's day. im totally broke. i have no creativity for making a card. maybe i will give him a belated present, though it seems stupid la. then today ACES day walk, talked to him quite a few times. Life is good. =) then i ka chiao him, i walk behind him with lydia and wenhui. then i talked about Show to them, and i say super loud, "HE'S TALLER AND MORE HANDSOME!!!!" it worked, and he looked back and asked wat? then wenhui say i was talking about Show. and he so bad lor, say Show is fake handsome, all photoshop de, cos i never see him LIVE before, how would i know? i say"he got 6 packs u noe, not like u got tummy de." then he diam diam. then say that one oso fake de. ><

then when all chers went on stage to cut cake, he was super cute!!! not that he did anything, but he just looked so good... wenhui say he stand in front cos he wants to eat the cake. Lols. then went to meet up with some pri sch frens. hahas, feels so nice to see them again. =)

mum not gonna let me watch HOTSHOT. but i will find a way, or i will just watch it after eoy whether she likes it or not. nothing can stop me in loving Show!

2008-08-26T19:40:00.002+08:00

yeah, got a psp le!!! but believe it or not, my mum keeps hogging it. irritating.

just finished watching HOTSHOT ep 5. haix, 元大鷹 is so cool and cute. watched preview for ep 6, jerry yan confessed to zhou cai shi. show told cai shi to pls choose him. then cai shi talked on the phone to show say ," da ying, dui bu qi."

OMG, stupid, dnt tell me she chose jerry?? never mind, their coach (aka W) real name jiang yi, likes da ying. she's sexy and hot. HOTSHOT ep 6, till next week!!!!

2008-08-21T21:19:00.002+08:00

Common tests finally over!

just finished watching ep 3 and 4 of HOTSHOT. Yep, it's totally hot, esp Show, just way to hot to handle!!!!! when he was fighting with this gang to save jerry yan's life, woah, cool man! then he almost lost his life in that fight, how heroic can he be? ohmygosh... im soo in love with him. then when he plucked flowers for zhou cai shi's b'day present, so romantic, and his cute n charming smile almost knocked me off my feet.

today class photo was cool. i sat beside mr tan! *giggles* he lend mirror from me sia, then was there praising his own image. hahas. then informal photo mr tan went to stand among the boys, and he carried shuan hock. super awesome! =)

tats it for now. bye peeps!

2008-08-09T13:43:00.011+08:00

^元大鷹和湛潔兒AKA“咕咕雞”. Aww.. They look so cute together!

^吳尊飾演無極尊, 羅志祥飾演元大鷹, 言承旭飾演東方翔.

^傻傻, 笨笨, 但超可愛的元大鷹!!!!!!! (他打籃球可超帥的哩!)

^當元大鷹“跳車”來奪回心愛的籃球,太酷了!

^MTV Asia Awards - Show with Stephanie Sun. Stephanie, you have no idea how lucky you are...

^C'mon Show, smile to the camera!!!!!

^Yeah! You totally deserve this award Show!

Yeah! Just finished watching HOTSHOT ep 1 and 2. It so totally rawked man!

元大鷹太酷了啦, 真是令人受不了. 東方翔你可要加油啊, 別老是耍賴, act cool not cool...

THANK YOU AMANDA FOR BUYING THE 籃球火寫真書 FOR ME!!!! I CANT THANK YOU ENOUGH!!!! I LOVE YOU!!!!

ok, tats enough. gotta go mug for common tests le, so have to stop watching for now. by the time common tests over ep 3 n 4 should be out le.. patience..........

All the best and good luck to all!!! =)

2008-08-05T20:37:00.003+08:00

Yeah im back after quite long sia...

haix this week is a week of frenzy, cos common tests are next week. *transforms into nerdy and geeky mugger* ok, tat so not appeals to me.. no way am i letting these common tests affect my social life. i mean puh-leeese, we are still human after all. and humans need rest and relaxation. but tat doesnt mean im not gonna mug at all. wait a minute, im not making any sense. see, it's totally pre-tests stress.

and im sure i totally screwed today's chem test tho there's cheat sheet. i totally suck at chem. enough said. physics test tmr ain't gonna be any better. it's nerves, it's totally nerves.

i have a great list of NOTE TO SELF to remind myself wat to do. here's 1 of them - stop idolizing SHOW Luo for the time being. helloooo?! im being stupid here!!! it's completely impossible. forget tat i even tot abt it alrite...

CONGRATS ON SHOW LUO WINNING FAVOURITE TAIWAN ARTIST IN MTV ASIA AWARDS!!! WOOHOO!!!!!!!!!

anw, on the line of interest. lydia has put me on a dare to do something on a certain teacher during year end class party or something. it's ridiculous. and so i have put the same dare on her for 2 other don't-you-mess-with-me teachers and she agreed. the dare is really stupid, at least im sure the teacher im doing it on will have a great sense of humour. lydia ar lydia, all the best to you. Lol.

well gotta go. preparing for tmr's PW presentation script. hold a sec, im actually giving a damn abt PW. well, looks like pigs are gonna fly and all that crap. then again, maybe not.. =)

NOTE TO SELF - NEVER STOP LOVING SHOW LUO. Now tats absolutely easy!!! XD

2008-07-30T19:50:00.009+08:00

^精選專輯!!!!!!!!!!!!! MVs[karaoke] and Bonus feature 舞台霸王羅志祥成長過程!!!!!

^残酷舞台 DVD!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 超帥的!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Dnt have to say anything else. Im extremely HAPPY!!!!!!!!!! Went to buy after cca today. actually wanted to buy the 精選專輯, then realised tat the concert DVD second batch out le [tho nt the special limited edition de], so i bought both! by the way. HAPPY 29th BIRTHDAY 小豬!!!!!!!!! But you still look much younger than 29! 我爱你!!!!!!!!!!

2008-07-29T18:52:00.005+08:00

what happened this afternoon, i think it served as a warning to me, but i seriously can't help it. wat am i talking about - 残酷舞台 DVD sold out!!!! So it was a great disappointment for me when they said it was out. but the main point is.................

i cried.

cried...

tears of extreme disappointment. which slowly became tears of anger.

cos i did mention tat my mum say will go buy over the weekend right. but she didnt. came up with tons of lame and stupid excuses so tat "there was no time" to buy it. on saturday when i inquired it was still available, but i hadn't the money with me. sunday gt plenty of time but she deliberately came up with so many last minute things to do tat in the end had no time. so today went to 3 shops to ask and all 3 said dnt have...

i know it's ridiculous to cry over it. partially was cos im furious with my mum. secondly i just cnt help the disappointment. i seriously have never wanted something so much that i will start saving up for it, not even a PSP. there may be the second batch to be imported. but wat if dnt have.........

crying over this made me realise tat i might be way too obssessed in him. too much. but i cnt help it. so i have this black face on me the moment i reach home, and my mum still have the nerve to tell me tat it's not her fault so dnt bend my anger on her. i could have just screamed it out at her, but i didnt. had no idea how much self-control tat took me (i've never held back tat well before). today 娱乐百分百's guest was Eason Chan. and there was Mr Pig. at least tat brightened me up quite a handful..

left my phone number with the CD shop, they will contact me as soon as the next batch arrives.

it's nt tat much of an obssession, is it..............

2008-07-28T21:22:00.002+08:00

First i would like to thank huiqi loads. she talked some light into me. but also of course deep down i already know what i wanted to do, just that i needed re-assurance (this is new, since when i needed re-assurance from someone else..) and huiqi did it well. but it wasn't entirely her magic ok. it was my decision. and a little credits to agnes too. thanks you guys, for lending me your ears....

Im sorry too Wen Hui. I mean, i still dont really get y u hve to make such a huge fuss abt it, but maybe i should have thought of how you would feel before i opened my big trap. but as everyone knows me, im just that straight forward, so pls try as much as possible to put up with this flaw of mine.

over these few days, i realised tat school is kinda intolerable without you. u may have seen or heard me laughing and seemingly very happy with the others, but everything that makes me laugh or just the slightest bit of smile - it reminds me of you, since we talk abt every little detail together. and it pains me, like alot. also (i never thought i would say or even do this) but, well..... um, i cried over it. i mean really cried. it was stupid, i was lying in my bed, and i tried not to think abt it, but i still did, then the tears just came. i was surprised at myself that i was actually crying.... but huiqi says it's no wonder, we are just so close. i think everyone roughly knows that we had a tiff, cos it is just so obvious that we r suddenly nt together when usually we are like wat, super-glue? huiqi came forward to ask me, and even aaron (aaron?!) asked, "sarah, why are you so lonely?" [i said why should he bother and he said why not. but he had the sense to ask it in a really nice tone, as if he means it that it's real concern?] i guess the others just knew not to rub it in.

lastly, im glad that i have improved your self-esteem and confidence in class and towards ppl. i can see that you are more willing to speak up, but there's still lots more you can do. and it's really lots lots more. i know this is one reason u cnt bear to lose me, i just perk you up don't i? there's one similar yet opposite reason i cnt lose you, and that's the fact that you tame me down. i tend to forget a more gentle and refine side of myself at times (or rather alot of times i think and as u may agree) and you are the only one who can re-instill that back into me. rmb this, u ARE still a friend to me, the best one yet. just promise that u will give me as many "in-your-face's" as possible, meaning that just tell me anything, anything at all, right in my face. and i will do the same to you. it's new to you, but for me, it's just like old times ain't it. =)

Let's hope our friendship stays strong and lasts for an eternity... Loads of love to you.

2008-07-24T19:56:00.007+08:00

im angry. not just that, im more of feeling extremely hurt. u may not have liked wat i've done, but at least u could just tell me straight in my face. and i will accept it.

but wat did u do? u were talking behind my back, then u apologised - tats plain backstabbing and betrayal. it was fated tat the msg would end up sent to me. u apologised. then u called. wat do u expect me to say? i could have just screamed "fuck" at you, but i didnt. I could have said that i hate you right into your ears, but i didnt. i so wanted to. so why didnt i? cos unlike u, im a true fren. u called yrself some stupid names and say you're sincerely sorry. but tell me, just tell me, does that help? does that make wat you've said about me disappear? does that help me feel better? no it doesn't. as if it's not enough, it makes everything much worse.

don't wanna lose me and be left alone? are u using me? is it just because of this tat u are sorry? u can easily find some other frens cnt u? how abt that particular person whom u wanted to send the msg to?

im partially glad this happened. so tat when i see u from tmr onwards i know how u really feel towards me. instead of seeing u put on some hollywood skills of pretence. and not make a bloody fool of myself talking to u as if nth happened, while deep down, you're shooting darts at me. i would have apologised if u told me how u felt, but now i won't. dnt say u dnt hate me, u jolly well said it loud and clear in yr msg (tho it was not meant for me). i admit at times i cnt stand u, really cnt at all. but i dnt do wat u did. u know me, i always say it right in your face, tho sometimes it does hurt when it's rather blunt. but it beats what you've done, doesn't it.

i dnt know how our friendship can carry on. even if it does, it will never be the same. u, and some others, may deem tat im petty. but im saying this, that it hurts, far too much..... and most importantly, u r the very first fren who has backstabbed me, sucker. congrats on making the record. i never thought u were this sort of person, seems like im wrong to have even considered u my best fren.

tats shit. everything is shit. u are the fullest load of shit too. total bullshit. and it's not the first time. i've had enough with you. i can be far better off without u. dnt tell me u cnt lose me, cos when i see that in your msg, i feel like spitting in your face. that's fake, and i dnt need all that fucking crap fom you. u wanna be mean? u have chosen the right opponent indeed. i can be a thousand times much worse than yr useless piece of idiotic and childish message.

get this clear. i dont need you. i dont want your useless and meaningless apology. u claim that it's sincere, but i cant sense it. that's how fucking shitty u are. i know u well enough, u say all these just for the fucking sake of it. but u dnt mean it. if u do, show me. but i know that will never happen.

2008-07-24T19:20:00.013+08:00

^After school Wan Ying and I went to have ice cream at Lot One! Yummy!

^Looks serious doesn't it... Bt no worries, Juan Jun n Ming Ze are jus talking..

^Consultation of Jia Sheng, the pro at work...

^Juan Jun drawing his piece of work on our table..

^Hmm.. wat does it look like they are doing?

^Illegal gathering during Art and Design.. XD

^Jun Wei slping during Art and Design... ZzzZzzz...

Above are random photos of wat happened during art and design today. yes, i was slacking...

GOOD NEWS! 残酷舞台 DVD is out!!! Woots!!!!! Went to lot one to check today! It's $34.90, but im still gonna buy it!!! mum dnt wan me to buy after sch tmr, she say over the weekend then buy. YESSSS!!!!

got retained by mr chan today (i didn't hand in math 2). mr chan is a very good teacher, honestly. and he really has changed alot from his emo self to this more cheerful one, flinging books to talking properly. we got crap abit while he was talking to us. like saying 多毛师's hair was actually black (gross!), how juan jun made someone "cry" for borrowing her book too long, who is our fiercest teacher, does anyone hate mr chan n post on their blog? etc. Mr Chan said agnes was cute, then all the boys very bad lor, like puking liddat. yiming was at one corner pretending to suffocate, his face very jiao can... then juanjun was like saying "一, 二, 三" and all the boys like pretend to faint.. haix, grow up la.

im having very mixed emotions now. but more of me is emo-ing... thx to you. (you know who you are.)

2008-07-23T19:17:00.003+08:00

^Check this out, I made it myself during Guides meeting last wednesday. Free wire, free time, so here it is! Made one for my senior amanda too!

today had great fun during PW. mrs lee didnt come so group 1 to 5 stayed in class n fooled around. yiming was ka-chiao-ing shuan hock, say he purposely lose his hp cos dnt wanna meet up for PW. then they say t****s de chest hair centre parting or tie 2 plaits watsoever, i laugh until buay tahan.. then yiming imitated someone (i wnt say who or he'll be bashed) so exaggerated and shuan hock oso laughing like dunno wat.

slackish day today. for guides we had PT! ran 2 rounds then played captain's ball. woah, it was darn hyper. sec 1s pretty good sia. gwen n i were like the only ones playing in my group. zijie oso got. (correct spelling?) yingying in the other court, sad... after tat it was very hot. ohya, we ran quite slow, so we had 10 pumping. gwen, yingying n i shouted the DOWN 1 to 10 n we kena scolding from OM say we disturbing sec 4 s who were revising in canteen. like wth, the SJAB falling in even louder than us lor.

gonna go lot one for awhile tmr to check whether SHOW's dvd is out. i really cnt wait man. cnt wait...........

2008-07-21T16:06:00.004+08:00

^EVERYTHING TO DO WITH SHOW!! (with credits to Yan Lin, she helped me with this! Thanks a million!)

today's math test was a total disaster. do everyhting until so perfect le then suddenly realise got one last qn at the back. usually graph is last qn de ma, then y suddenly pop one last qn at the back. by the time i realise too late le la. some more mr chan still got write on the board wors, but i nv see... stoopid. anw thx amanda for the ice-cream, it was absolutely delicious! yum!

haha today cep was about relationship with parents aka animals (is mr tan say de, horh horh.. XD) then role play was juanjun as dad and suli as mum- perfect match? oops, later suli angry. then son was mingze wors, size so different. sinzhi say is -ve plus -ve become +ve. LOL! then when dad was supposed to scold son, juanjun was like very scared. father scared of son, hahas. overall cep was totally hilarious, cnt really rmb y, laughed abt too many things le.

then acc was this play in the auditorium by this 3 men dunno from where de. funny, one guy look alot like yiming, kah hang keep laughing at the wrong timing, everyone v quiet then he laugh so is like damn loud. i random random shout like eh yiming this yiming that, kah hang like laugh non stop. is he say they look like each other de, then i realise...

today. is. one. crappy. and. slackish. day. shit. tmr. got. geog. class. test. i. mus. not. fail.

xiiao zhu got 6 packs know. i have this video of him learning dance in new york and after tat he took off his clothes. darn it, so MUSCULAR!!! I LOVE YOU SHOW!!!

2008-07-20T18:14:00.005+08:00

Quiz! Stolen from Super Cute Gwen!

1.Do you have wide groups of friends?
Hmm, not really i guess. Not super close de...

2. If you're in trouble, will your friends fly over to help you immediately?
Maybe, yea i guess so..

3. Will you sacrifice your most precious thing for your friends?
Depends on wat type of frens and wat is the thing. (if it's SHOW Luo related stuff it's definitely a NO-NO)

4. Do you believe in best friends, BFFs, or that everyone's equal?
Best friends and BFFs- yes, everyone's equal- no.

5. Do you think that a straight (guy) and a woman can just be a platonic friends?
sure, though ppl always have misconceptions tat they cnt.

6. Do you have a male friend that you can trust with almost everything?
definitely no. it's hard to trust guys- period.

7. Do you think that friends should tell each other everything?
like of course la, DUH?! >.<

8. If your friends are in trouble, what will you do?
Go to as much extent as possible to help them.

9. In future, if your friends get married and ask you to be their best men/bridesmaid, will you agree?
sure, why not.

10. What if your enemy calls you one day to make peace?
impossible. here's the thing- a leopard never changes its spots.

11. What will you do to a friend whom you trust deeply, betrayed you?
nothing. just feel extremely hurt and depressed. betray him/her back? nah, childish.

12. If your friend snatch away your boyfriend, will you still be a friend or hate him/her completely?
the friendship would be way over but wats the point of hating her..

13. What if there is a boy/girl that have liked your friend for quite some time, tells you that he/she needs your help to win the heart of your friend, will you help him/her?
if it's close frens- yea. if it's not- not my problem.

14. Do your parents think that your friends are a bad influence?
nope. they trust my choice of frens. =)

15.What will you tell your parents if they asked you to transfer school, which means losing all your closest friends?
i will cry like ther's no tmr. frens mean alot to me, whether close or otherwise.

16. If your friend organize a once in a life time party, but your family doesn't allow you to go? Will you sulk/throw a temper/sneak out/don't go?
hmm, i would like to sulk, throw a temper n sneak out- but tats impossible. if i do, i'll be sliced, chopped, grounded and fried.

17. How will you describe your friendship relationship with your friends?
pretty well..

18. Define friendship.
having frens in yr life is like being on a ship, good- sail smoothly with nice sceneries. bad- stormy and sinks eventually.

19. Name 20 people whom you can think right now. Don't read the questions until you named the 20 people.
1. Wen Hui
2. Agnes
3. Hui Qi
4. Wan Ying
5. Juan Jun
6. Shuan Hock
7. Amanda (senior)
8. Aaron
9. Jun Wei
10. Gwen
11. Ying Ying
12. Xuan Hao
13. Zhi Yee
14. Mr Adrian Tan
15. Mr Chan Meng Wai
16. SHOW 罗志祥
17. Eckerene
18. Hui Shan (senior)
19. Jie Xin
20. Melissa

How did you meet no. 4? (Wan Ying)
through audrey who was my pri sch fren.

What will you do if you never meet no. 1? (Wen Hui)
i think i will die cos i rely on her alot abt sch stuff like hw...

What if no. 9 and no. 20 dated? (Jun Wei and Melissa)
they dnt know each other. even if they do, 9 is way too short for 20. seriously.

Will no. 6 & no. 17 date? (Shuan Hock and Eckerene)
no ba... 6 is sec 2 and 17 is sec 4. but who knows... XD

Describe no. 3. (Hui Qi)
she looks totally like a japanese doll..

Describe no. 7. (Amanda senior)
totally smart and responsible and loves SHOW as much as i do!

Do you know any of no.12's family? (Xuan Hao)
no.

What will you do if no.18 confess to you that he/she likes you? (Hui Shan senior)
no problem, i like her too! =)

no. 15 speaks? (Mr Chan Meng Wai)
erm.... uhh.. mathematically? he's our math cher after all. or sportily? cos he's more of a PE cher to other classes. argh, crap...

How old is no.16? (SHOW 罗志祥)
today he's 28+. on 30 july he will be 29!!! <3

When is the last time you spoke to no.13? (Zhi Yee)
hmm. pretty long ago. during june hols when i called to ask whether she wanna play badminton together with other 6C-ers. yupps.

Who is no.2 favorite band or singer? (Agnes)
Singer- Jesse McCartney

Would you ever date no. 4? (Wan Ying)
i think we kinda r already in a les relationship. =)

Would you ever date no. 1? (Wen Hui)
hmm, she's head over heels for someone already le. ^.^ n im already les-ing with wan ying.

Is no. 19 single? (Jie Xin)
no idea.

Would you ever be in a relationship with no.11? (Ying Ying)
im already les-ing with wan ying!!!

School of no. 3? (Hui Qi)
same sch as me- nan hua high

Where does no. 6 live? (Shuan Hock)
Bukit Gombak i think.

What is your favourite thing about no.5? (Juan Jun)
there's nth to like about him at all... or maybe when he helps add lots of 乐趣 in class by fooling around.

Have you seen no. 2 naked? (Agnes)
of course not!!

What is no. 8's nickname? (Aaron)
hmm, blur king? or the future Kobe Bryant...

sheesh, y no qn on no. 14 mr adrian tan... at least have qn on SHOW!!! hahas, gwen put my name in no. 7 n for the qn "describe no. 7" she said "she loves SHOW LUO!" YEAHHSS!!!!! =)

2008-07-20T17:32:00.002+08:00

today at wenhui's hse aft doing pw (shuanhock missing in action) we played darkness ep 2. got freaked out by this sudden v loud scream and then halfway yiming dnt wan play le. hahas, YIMING, YOU'RE SCARED!!! then when i had to go to the toilet i got shocked by the loud whirring of the washing machine n a scream from the radion wenhui's dad was listening to. i know, like wth, y radio got scream de...

外婆 in hospital. mum visited her yst n when she came hme n told me the situation, i cried real bad... then when i listened to xiao zhu's 力量 i cried even more... now i know why he cries when singing this song, esp if it reminds you of your loved one. this morning visited grandma. yst she was unconscious all the way. thank god she's awake now. but she cnt recognise any of us... 外婆你要赶快康复，不然大家都会很伤心的....

xiiao zhu's birthday- just 10 more days! and i went to enquire, 残酷舞台 DVD out next week! yipee!!!! =DDDD

2008-07-19T16:26:00.013+08:00

^ CHECK THOSE MUSCLES!

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^LOVE THOSE SHADES AND CUUUTE SMILE!

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SHOW MARATHON!!!

Put SHOW's latest playlist le, but dunno is imeem lagging or my com lagging, take so long to play...

this morning sent mum to her fren's place then dad, sis n me go dunno where de mcdonald and eat. is very nice wors, like nature reserve liddat. dad drove us there bt when i ask him wat place he say he dunno, lols.

haix sad, dad didnt want to go far east plaza. im soo desperate for the merchandises. whole day been surfing show's forum for pictures...

2008-07-18T19:46:00.002+08:00

ohmygosh, this is sooo cool! so handsome!!! i love him i love him i love him!

stupid imeem very lag, so i currently never put song. whew, i deleted everything from previous html, so i took darn long to complete this. but it's way worth it!

im wondering if i can go to far east plaza STAGE tmr to buy some of SHOW's merchandises. i was telling my tuition cher n she is like how much? i said $60 and various ranges. she's said im siao n shouldnt waste money. but im not wasting! it's my own savings after all, so i can spend it any way i want and like... i wanna buy a SHOW printed shirt and a cap first.. dunno whether mum will keep her word about the dvd, if not i will but tat as the very 1st thing. then there's the HOT SHOT... so much to buy, so little money. save save save!!! he's birthday is coming!!! how is he gonna celebrate ne...

today during eng we had a debate. mootion: Girls Are Smarter Than Boys. Girls scream and cheer with me, we sooo totally rawked! Mrs B Lim is waay proud of us. Boys, accept the fact, the cold hard fact that we really are smarter. Guys have bigger brains, but so wat if u dnt use it?! Rmb, there's a woman behind every successful man. Bt now, more women are even more successful than men. =)

2008-07-18T08:49:00.002+08:00

ICT lesson again...

browsing thru bogskins n found so many more new SHOW's blogskins!!! so darn handsome, im like holding back my scream n getting a silent heart attack. wenhui is shaking her head at me.

im so gonna buy his dvd and as many of his merchandise at STAGE at Far East Plaza. one shirt is like $60+ and his cap is like $80+ i think. but i dnt care. I WILL GET IT! I'M GONNA BUY AS MANY THINGS THAT IS RELATED TO HIM. I have to buck up to be able to claim that im a BIG fan of his. Hui Shan(206) liked him since last yr n i like him since P4- yet im losing out to her. Not that im comparing, is just that im still considered very noob to be officially a fan of his.

and im not obsessed, im just a very loyal fan. and this will never change!!!

I LOVE SHOW!!!!!!

2008-07-17T20:09:00.003+08:00

hmm i quite long never post le.. sian, class tests coming, mug like CRAZY...

i met 206 huishan today. finally a soulmate! she loves SHOW too!!! it's fate, it's TOTALLY fate.

today the 6 guys [gays] in our class talked during assembly. then as punishment mr tan ask whole class gather in parade square. he talked to us n we were actually still fooling around, like falling in n answering him YES SIR and NO SIR. i think he oso gona lol. then he gve an jiasheng n yiming down 10, faaarnnii... but at least he never explode, as i thought he would.

残酷舞台 DVD!!! i mus get it!!! thx mum for agreeing to buy for me!!! And the HOT SHOT, WHEW! with his [SHOW] signature the cheapest version is $32 [according to huishan]. i dnt care, i will starve myself to buy it...

2008-07-09T20:00:00.003+08:00

xiao zhu kiss xiao gui: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2gd0vtrlEbk
mr pig ft. zhuo wen xuan[hawaii version]: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MUwx_qq8PWI
mr pig ft. xiao zhu[split into 2 person]: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QUR8ZG8oKns
xiao gui n xiao zhu imitating michael jackson: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hGj_sp81TPA
xiao zhu imitate jolin's 愛無赦 dance moves[better if u watch jolin's real mv first, see the similarity]: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qn78Zr5_WI0
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hahas, i deleted the previous links, so here they are again. during pw let shuan hock, yiming, kah hang n wenhui watch n they were laughing like siao. wenhui, i make your job easier when u wanna watch. =) and im part of xiaozhu's international forum- fan club!!!

2008-07-06T15:38:00.003+08:00

oh ya, on fri waited with yingying for eck n huishan. wanted to pass them farewell presents. while waiting we gossipped n talked mainly abt _____. yingying totally hates her, so do i, tho we've nv really talked. wat to do, is her face n attitude. wait n wait till abt 3.10 then they came dwn from auditorium. they were h-a-p-p-y, the looks on their face said it all. huishan was like "i feel so loved." yes, u both are loved by yingying n i. alot. =) then we random chat awhile n eck had to rush up for her oral. she said wait for her then we chat some more but i nid to go my aunt's hse. then they hugged us! aww, way sweet! haix sad... hope you guys like the presents! 只是个小心意...

2008-07-06T14:38:00.006+08:00

Okay, im officially gonna grow damn fat.. im eating like more and more one day after another. yst morning i did hw, then afternoon slacked and listen to music. then fetched sis from tuition n went to grandmother's hse. at grandmother's hse i ate like two strawberry buns n finished half a packet of Loacker biscuits. then ate some cookies.

around 5 went to AMK Hub. mum wanted to shop but i was like so not interested... cos i was hungry. i was like, "im hungry im hungry im hungry.. pls pls pls go eat!!!" n i begged her to bring me to tis restaurant called New York New York. tats where all the troubles began..

wanted to order this cheesy chicken-half a roasted chicken with cheese on it. then changed my mind to half spring chicken. then i was thinking it wont be full cos i was starving, so i ordered a whole spring chicken. n it wasnt small at all... lols when the waitress served it to the table she was abt to place it in front of my mum bt when my mum pointed to me she was like huh? then my mum looked at the chicken n she said "i bet tat u will only finish half." i replied "try me." when i finished half le i was like "hah u r wrong! im not full yet." seriously, i was not filled up yet. so i ate n ate till left one-fifth then cnt tahan le... my mum still order vanilla ice-cream with fried banana pieces in chocolate lake. when i saw it, it seemed kinda gross. then i think i had a sickly expression on my face cos my mum was like "你做什么，你的脸...怪怪的." hahas. bt in the end i did finish the chicken n some of the ice-cream.

then my stomach was darn full n pain. walking was torturous. i ran n jumped around to try getting rid of the bloated-ness. i oso realised tat i want lots of things. i walked past every shop n everything seem to catch my eye. shirts, tops, skirts, shoes, accessories, really everything. im gonna save now n by yr end hols im gonna do some major shopping. n before typing this paragraph i just finished eating a 6-inch subway sandwich tat i bought this morning at bukit timah while having breakfast. it's a complete lie to say that im not growing fat- or in the least eating way too much, cos everyone's urging me to eat more. my mum did say that im eating too much, bt she doesnt mind cos she say i cn afford it. yea rite mum, it's nt your bod n figure we're talking abt here...

most probably i wnt use com tmr, so wishing all youths an early happy youth day n to my beloved ICHIGO, AN EARLY HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!! <3
亲爱的羅志祥- 24 more days to go!! [bought a lip gloss, jus like mr pig!] n i keep dreaming of 羅志祥 this few days... hiax, how charming is he........

2008-07-04T08:56:00.003+08:00

In sch com lab, now ICT lesson....

Siansation sia.. doing adobe photoshop. so ma fan, who cares or bothers? i totally don't.

Dunno wat to say. just here to random awhile, rather than really doing the photoshop when i have absolutely no idea wat or how to do.

Ok i will end here. Lesson over le. Ichigo= 3 more days to go!!! Xiaozhu= 26 more days to go!!! LOVE YOU BOTH LOADS!!! *MUACKIES*

2008-07-03T19:47:00.021+08:00

^AHHH!! so hot man! I totally love him!!! <3 style="color:#9999ff;">
^ Ichigo= Act cool with attitude n forever so cool with the greatest knock-me-over attitude.. XD countdown to 7 july- 4 more days to go.. ^.^

^Me, Fione (junior) n Eckerene (Fave sec 4 senior!)

Yst was ROD (Resignation Of Duty?) for the sec 4s in guides. i was sad, seriously. eckerene n huishan(my 2 fave seniors) r leaving! sobs T.T Fione was sad too, she's only been with eckerene for abt half a yr, at least i get one n a half year with her. Yeeni(another senior) haven send me 2 other photos she took with her digital cam. i will upload them when i receive them.

We ate pizzas n chicken wings then chatted for quite awhile. Fione, eckerene n i were talking abt guys (lols). fione, cheer up kays. =) like eckerene says, 不要为了一个臭男人而转校 la. im still here for you! n eckerene, im sure u will find another guy with your bubbly n abit ki siao personality. get over joe, he'll cause u more hurt with his indecisive-ness. I love your high-ness n ki siao-ness alot btw eckerene. im oso v high n random n always 自high in class, esp when mention about 羅志祥. :D

then we sec 2s cheered for the sec 4s. sad, gwen not there, so only ying ying n i hyper(as usual). the other sec 2s like half-dead de. at least xinyi(yet another senior) oso hyper-ed with us. The sec 1s made a video wif movie maker n used our last yr's camp photos. funny lor, they were not even in nan hua yet, but still... it's touching....

i almost cried know. but i didn't dare, cos no one else even looked as though they were gonna cry. besides gwen, ying ying, fione n i, the lower secs aren't close to the seniors at all. i dunno abt sec 3s. ying ying told me to cheer up, so did eckerene. the sec 4s specially requested tat they want to join us for this yr's camp, so cher arranged it to be after their o levels. after tat we just talked abit more then we took photos. Sec 4s, gambatte for your o levels kay? you guys cn do it!

since im the only sec 2 in my patrol, in 2 yrs' time i will be the only sec 4 n i must be the patrol leader. now tat eckerene's left, i only have amanda to lean on (fave sec 3 senior). when amanda leaves nxt yr, i think i will just die... no one will accompany me to talk abt SHOW anymore. (she's an even greater fan of his than me). yingying say i mus 坚强 wors, as patrol leader, i say i will try, for eckerene's n amanda's sake. and for Patrol Mynah's sake. i can't bring down mynah's reputation of being the most hyper n enthu.

went to lot one to buy present for eckerene n huishan after school with wanying this afternoon. hope they like it... im really gonna miss them both....... sobs.

on a happier note, next monday youth day 7 july is oso KUROSAKI ICHIGO'S BIRTHDAY!!!!

and on 3o july is 羅志祥's BIRTHDAY!!!! ahahaha, the 2 帥氣最十足的大男人 de birthday both on july. n cutie xiaofen's birthday oso on july. Woah! July totally rawks man!

2008-06-30T16:08:00.013+08:00

^ so nice rite? of course la, is i write de lehh.. =) for june, who's CRAZY over DBSK. in honour of u mrs kimjaejoong! XD

^ 203's very own HALL OF FAME!!! See mine?! 羅志祥 loves me!!! (oops, btw part of june's jaejoongi kena rubbed away by juan jun.)

today is another slack day in sch...

Congrats to Mr Tan, he's becoming a Daddy le loh.. *claps* we are all happy for him. he said his wife actually got pregnant before, but miscarriage, aww... n shuan hock said, "you can always do it again." LOLS. if is a son, the name will be- umm, Matyre? (dunno how to spell) n if it's gal the name is- Mikaela (should be spelled liddat). i like the name Mikaela too- u noe in Transformers she's the hottie with Sam.

then during CEP ar, mr tan taught geog. but for abt first half hr we, or rather he crapped. he talk talk talk dnt rmb abt wat la, then suddenly xuanhao shouted, "mr tan! u never zip!" ohmigod! tat was hilarious. then mr tan oso not paiseh de, he zip le then laugh along with us. i was like, "mr tan y u nt paiseh one?" he replied,"this type of thing nth to paiseh la. oso nth to see.." Okaaayyy, tat sounds wrong doesn't it, which led to more laughter. he say some more not the first time wors. last time in 303 oso liddat before. he said the 2 front gals saw n passed to whole class. all the gals were soon laughing n all the boys were sian diao... then he was telling us tat he wans to stop teaching next year for anw his teaching bond ends this year. He wans to open business wors. we ask wat business? sinzhi say," i know i know! Triumph!" LOLS. umm, not female lingerie pls, it's cars n bikes de brand.

he was oso saying tat we should cherish this yr n how are we gonna spend more time together. we said is either go sentosa or chalet. that will be planned... later. anw, i wanna say that mr tan's hair long le, nicer. he short hair v weird sia. mr chan too, hor wenhui. *winks*

today's onli proper lessos r math, geog n CEP. geog n CEP we were laughing like mad for almost 3/4 of the time. juan jun's laugh was damn contagious, it was intolerable...

i hope we can see mr tan's baby lehhs. he/she is due nxt yr around CNY period. i ka chiao mr tan say," wat if your child behaves like you?" he said, "GOOD MA!!" hahas. he's gonna let his child learn drums, not sophisticated piano- or in his words "learn the stupid piano". n he wans to let his son cut those punk hair style, like the broom head those type. that sounds worrying huh, wat an... um, interesting father he will be. lydia n i wan him to adopt us, lols.

Btw, i jus realised that after today, it is official that half of year 2008 is gone... 要珍惜现在所有的一切!

NHHS 203'08 n Mr Adrian Tan Rawks!!! =) Mr Tan, gd luck ar.

2008-06-28T12:16:00.003+08:00

老爸昨天生病了，所以他一整天没去上班。我老爸是德士司机，一不架车就没收入，但还得还车油和租金。爸爸超固执，还坚持想去工作，mummy和奶奶就坚持不让他去。爸爸本身就有关节炎，现在又拉到了右手的肌肉,导致右手连动也动不了。原本他不想看医生，但结果忍受不了痛了...

今天早上他发烧了。我到楼下买他最爱吃的猪肉粥。里面放了生蛋，他最讨厌，但我不知道，所以没有叫auntie不要放。可是我知道他最不喜欢猪肝，因此我告诉auntie千万不要放猪肝。我回到家亲自把蛋拿出来，然后给爸爸吃。看他辛苦地用左手吃，我心里不由得酸起来...

Daddy,你一定要赶快康复。我以前忽略了你工作有多辛苦，有时对你没大没小的，但你脾气没像mummy那么坏，不会骂我。我知道与妹妹比起来你是比较疼我的，但我每次说你偏心，我们俩争吵时你不骂妹妹只骂我. but deep down, i know sometimes is just表面上的装扮给mummy看，因为mummy比较疼妹妹。also sometimes i know im really stubborn n im the one who pick fights with michelle, thus i shouldnt blame neither you nor mummy.

mummy也非常关心你的。只是她不会表达，你知道她一直以来说话的口气就是那么地重。就像你，不会表达你对我们的爱，所以小时候我以为你不疼我，不是个好爸爸。但现在，我终於明白了... love does not have to be through words or actions, it's through one's heart... mummy说你平时不好好照顾自己，叫你每晚早一点回来休息你也不听，她拿你没办法，因此表面上什么都不做，什么都不说，什么都不管，但她内心有多酸，有多心疼，这你懂吗...

Daddy, you must really get well soon. our family really needs you. i need you...

2008-06-27T17:27:00.004+08:00

Changed skin-problem is tat the posting area very narrow n i dunno where to edit. but nvm, it's nice. the song is so touching too. by my 羅志祥 of course nice la. =P

today's pretty ok in school. art is portrait drawing- mine was still ok, not that bad. music was slack. Eng went to com lab for argumentative essay research. then was math- mr chan slack ar, say let students do the qn n let them explain to the class. Shuan Hock (Mr Peh) was pretty good ar. lols. jun wei purposely say to him, "cher can explain all over again?" n he was like "you r nt paying attention, go outside n stand!" HAHAS. mr chan oso laugh. lijuan (Ms Wah) do the working n rub away my “羅志祥 Rawks" on the whiteboard. Weiyuan said "aw sarah she rubbed him away le." I was like "eh y u so liddat?" n mr chan n whole class laughed. practically everyone knows im crazy over SHOW Luo. later she got help to write back la, thx. then wenhui was oso one of them to explain ar (Ms Hua). i dnt wanna say too much k Mei, later ppl see le will know. ^_^ weiyuan n i know best. *winks* so do you.

lit we slacked-ms mah not back. n geog mr tan didnt come in again T.T. he came in during lit to tell us he not coming later. some of us were like aww n sinzhi was aww-ing with a smile n mr tan saw. Lols. weiyuan looked at me knowingly n said "aww sarah, aww.." n i aww-ed along too.

but still gt geog assignment. in groups of 5 gotta do something. after we discussed we jus chatted. sinnee n yanlin said that the first impression they tot of me when they first saw me was i got strong 志气-strong willed attitude. i will do wat i want n get wat i want, which is totally true. tats y wenhui n i get along so well, she's so 软弱 (sorry mei) n im the 坚强 one. i push her along. i asked them if thats a bad character, they said no, it's cool to be so... like able to make yr own decision. thank you very much. =)

oh ya yst when mr tan say he nt coming in for geog i was so sad, then i ask out loud,"where r u going?" it was during math class. according to wenhui, she said when i said that, mr chan looked over at me n smiled real big. he knows tat i like mr tan alot. was tat smile like a jealous one (lol) or like, u noe, he finds it cute or maybe funny or wat. maybe i should ask him. then mr tan was like.. um, he didnt look over at me, but his eye did flicker over here for a short moment n he directed the ans to juan jun instead of me. then just now when at upstairs for music i saw mr tan downstairs n when he looked up i waved to him. he waved back abit. i was super happy. but i suddenly realised tat he seemed abit wary of me. maybe very wary.. oopsie.... im gona try to stay away n not get so hyper when i see him. abit tough tho.. i know that would make u very happy dear... but show luo is still mine. XD

but still. look at the sentence in white after every post n u will noe wat i mean...

2008-06-24T17:14:00.001+08:00

so it was a false alarm that mr tan not gonna teach us geog anymore. heng ar... or i confirm will fail my geog again. today started with PE but mr thomas kept us in class talking about....... um about...... hmm wat was it about...? beginning was about ppl who failed NAPFA. then was about PW n all i heard was blah blah blah. i was reading the Seventeen mag weiyuan lent me. half the class was sleeping n the other half was doing their stuff.

eng was about compo. i got 19/30 for mine- wrote about nicoll highway. mrs lim specially call for me to return me mine, only to tell me that: "sarah, you're one of the person whom im disappointed in. your compo must have more vocab! i expect no less than 24 ticks when i mark yr script! that's y u couldnt get yr distinction in this compo. you have potential, y r u not putting it to gd use? i have very high expectations in you. i wan to be able to give u more than 24 ticks the next time round ok?" OK?! of course it's NOT ok. but wat can i say? duh, i said ok. fortunately her tone was completely friendly or it would kill me with that pair of eyes of hers. i rmb she actually said 12 ticks de last time. now 24, for me... im not as pro as lydia k. 饶了我吧 mrs lim... lit ms mah didnt come. does that mean she IS still our lit cher? hope so. for the sake of mr chan. ^.^

CEP- it was fabulous to see Mr Tan again... as usual, he really brightened up my day (wat else is new?) haha. but then he started on geog n i couldnt help bt feel the least bit bored. physics was cool, i think im starting to like physics, seriously. i used to hate it but i never seemed to fail it. how ironic. math... my test is horrible. i failed, if u must know. tats cos i didnt revise. not the slightest bit.

the ppl who couldnt go to semakau tat day r going with 211 tmr. with Mr Tan!!! tat is sooo unfair. he already went with 209 n 210. tats bad enough. now some lucky ppl from my own class gets to go with him. T.T

Mmhm, enough said. I love 203'08!!! And Mr Adrian Tan!!! Forever!!! Oh right, n u too my dear... or dear(s). tats for the benefit of Linxz bobby. i got alot of dears de ok.

[[Randomising]]

2008-06-23T20:50:00.003+08:00

End of the june hols.. *sobs* kinda sad, dnt really wanna go back to sch.. but actually still quite ok la first day. i think cos it's very slack.

june's trying to influence me to like DBSK. they're this group of 5 korean guys who sing pretty well. one of them is really cute: kim jae joong. but still never as cute or handsome or charming as show luo!!! XD

haix btw, im currently stripped off the right to go out with frens in future till im.. ahem, more sensible. im really sorry to everyone who was involved in it. but like u said, it could be worse, which is true, it could have been alot alot worse... but it isn't. thank god for that.

i spent $25 buying show's album. it's totally worth it. im getting more n more crazy over him every single day.. felicia chin's crazy over him too.

2008-06-17T15:48:00.003+08:00

Yep, my blog died. N im here now to revive it. this is gonna be one looong post to make up for such a long time...

After the one-week long stay at my cousin's hse, i went home n tackled my HW cos i did nothing at my cousin's hse (i was jus playing PSP, playing DS, blogging, slacking, crapping n jus having fun). Then one of the day wenhui, june, jingyi n me went back to sch supposedly to discuss lit, but end up we just chatted. lols

then on sat of the 2nd wk of hols, went to JB to do some shopping (cheaper) n watched Kung Fu Panda. it's hilarious, really cute. bought some anime posters for xiaofen (sadly i think i suay bought all the stuff she got le) then i bought a luo zhi xiang poster, ahaha, damn cool n handsome!!! (dear dnt jealous)

then got guides campfire at hwa chong. quite high n hyper, but can be better. i got sabo-ed by ms poon n alot of fellow guides for a "talent show". each sch send one rep. singing!!! the song umbrella wors.. n must sing wif water in the mouth. like wat the hell. i almost choked on it. but amazingly n ridiculously, i won. hahas

3rd wk thurs went for dinner with cousin n watched Hulk. much better than the one directed by Lee Ang (correct name?) then fri got guides heritage trail. that was quite fun, but tiring.. went around s'pore river n went to s'pore flyer. my group cheated, from s'pore river took taxi to the flyer. supposed to take public transport.

then on sat went on a date with dear at causeway point. he treated me to jack's place wor... i declined, he insisted-not i thick skinned hor. then i went to buy a required assessment bk n went to cd rama to buy cd for father's day present. then i went to look for luo zhi xiang's album, n dear was like "don't see la.. i jealous.." but he offered to buy for me- so sweet. n i declined... =) im not so bad de. then we went to library for awhile n browsed. after tat was jus private moments together, n it was wonderful. then i got thirsty n craved for cold drinks, but i had the monthly female sickness, so he refused to let me. but i insisted n he gave in, hahas good boy. after tat was sad lor, time to say goodbye.

tats all so far.. last wk of hols le, so fast. I hpe to c you again once more b4 sch reopens.

btw ar huishan, where's eckerene? =) u 2 r the best seniors! will miss u guys nxt yr when you're gone...

okie, revival of blog complete. XD but when sch reopens it might just die again.

2008-05-31T12:06:00.002+08:00

Changed song again.. I know im very fickle-minded, very indecisive. Tats y i dnt like making decisions (as i've told some of you). But this song is really very nice, and meaningful. And you can dedicate this song to someone during Valentine's Day, it's 100% safe! Enjoy! =)

2008-05-31T11:22:00.005+08:00

Played Darkness episode 3 le. it's a miracle im still here to post okae...

I TOTALLY TOT I WILL JUST DIE!!!!!

after we completed episode 2 we go play 3. it's on an MRT train. get this right, we are supposedly trapped in an MRT train. like WTF?! episode 1 something went wrong in the hse, then we appeared to be in a hospital in episode 2, then episode 3 is train... we were saying the girl must be so suay to always be trapped in these type of places. they are linked btw...

episode 3 is the scariest of all 3!!! a woman's head keeps dropping out of nowhere, then the sound damn scary la, the scream, the low music (i couldnt resist, i decided to hear it-BIG MISTAKE)... everything happens very sudden de lor. like example we were trying to stick a piece of mirror to a box, when done le u close the box, n the f***ing head is hanging right in front of u!!! we saw it in the walkthrough first, so when the head appeared we screamed like it's the end of the world, then Biie dunno y stooopid-ly go click pause n we screamed even louder with it staring at us. second time we go back to the box to unlock something n freeeaaaky pictures flash across the screen... we see till the end of the walkthrough, it's like she sat down on the seat, look down at her feet, nothing happen for a few seconds, and then something grabbed her leg. then-THE END.

we decided to NOT complete episode 3, i think all of us were suffering from heart failure le. just watching the walkthrough is scary enuf. at nite shermaine wanted to go back her hse to take something. i have a realli big problem with her hse, the moment i step inside, i dnt feel comfortable, especially her kitchen, n the toilet in the kitchen. so they all went up n i stayed in my uncle's car with my uncle. he asked me y i dnt wana go up, so i told him how i felt, n it's not just at nite, in the morning or afternoon, wateva, I DONT LIKE HER HOUSE. n it's no wonder, some stuff happened b4 there in the past. then when we went back to Biie' hse, when we were in the lift, my uncle was saying he used to think someone was always staring at him thru the window of his old flat. Shermaine, Biie n I screamed, Biie's younger brother-Damien burst out crying. Then the funniest thing, when Biie tried to close the gate of her hse, she suddenly screamed, so i screamed as reflex =.= n shermaine too. then we were like WTH??!! she said she tot something/someone was pulling on the gate-but it turned out tat a shoe was wedged in between, tats y cnt close. her father was like shouting at her, "siao ar, screamed until liddat, ghost oso scared of u la!!!"

BUT we were saying, when Darkness episode 4 comes out, we WILL STILL TRY TO PLAY. how stubborn are we?! I don't realli get myself either...........

2008-05-30T11:30:00.003+08:00

watched narnia wif cousins yst. story quite nice, the Prince Caspian v handsome >.< then went home around 12 plus gonna 1am le. we stubborn dnt wanna slp, so Biie n me show the other cousin (shermaine) how to play Darkness Episode 1. actually we totally pang sei her n sit at the other side of the room n let her explore the game by herself. but [sadly] she not scared de lor...

then, we go play Darkness Episode 2. Biie n me were like whole time covering our eyes n jus peeking thru our fingers. Shermaine was the one clicking n playing all the while but she oso freaking out. then is gt sound effect de n Biie's comp is nid headphone de, so she listen le then let shermaine listen, n they were scared stiff, so when Biie pass the headphone to me i totally jumped out of the chair n screamed a little (meaning i didnt get to hear it la, whew). after awhile we dunno how to play so we go youtube n see the walkthrough [answer]. then we see n play at the same time. and when the freaking ghost appear we(i?) totally freaked out n almost died. then game over 3 or 4 times cos ghost appear then we dunno wat to do. got something to do with fire extinguisher de but it doesnt work...

then gonna 3 am le we chiong to toilet together then chiong to bedroom. Biie was making weird sounds and whispered "darkness". shermaine n i were like half laughing n half screaming... finally, after abit more nonsense n crap, we fell asleep. oh ya, we were saying try complete episode 2 today then proceed to episode 3. maybe i should write my will, in case i die... X_X

2008-05-29T16:55:00.005+08:00

Adapted From "Muttons At Midnight" From 98.7 FM

"Apologise" By Justin Timbaland

Edited Version

NOTE!! *there r 2 DJs, 1st one will sing, 2nd one will talk. words in brackets are wat the 2nd DJ say*

LYRICS:

February 14th gonna spend that day alone
(eh, but i tot u got girlfriend?)

I didn't buy a gift so she broke my collarbone
(aiyo!!)

She tell me that i'm stingy then she go and cut my arm, away

I tell her that i'm sorry, but then she kicked me to the ground and say

It's too late to go and buy, it's too late...
(aiya tell her shop all close la)

It's too late no valentine's, i'm bo gay [no teeth]
(aiyo mutton, u very poor thing la)

She punched me in the mouth now i got no front tooth
(like bugs bunny lke that ar)

I look like mickey mouse cos my ears are like balloons
(did the kids take photo with you luh)

She hold me down kaboom my face now it's turning blue and she say

You should have bought me flowers should have bought me diamonds too

Now you're dead

It's too late to go and buy, it's too late
(go seven eleven buy orange juice la)

It's too late no valentine's, i'm bo gay
(thomson got prata 24hrs)

It's too late to go and buy, yeah...

It's too late no valentine's, well i.... [sorry, i dunno wats the last word]
(come mutton, u n i, we go zoo la)

AND HERE U GO! THE LINK FOR YOU TO HEAR ALL 3 SONGS BY YOURSELF!!! REFER TO MY BLOG FOR LYRICS!! XD
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Sir6znS_myc

2008-05-29T16:28:00.006+08:00

Adapted From "Muttons At Midnight" From 98.7 FM

Dechiphering of "The Reason" By Hoobastank

WARNING!!! Never dedicate this song to someone during Valentine's Day. Here's Why...
NOTE!! *the words in brackets are the hidden meaning of the song verse*

LYRICS:

I'm not a perfect person
(i'm balding ,i got squinted eyes, six fingers & my toe crooked)

There's many things I wish I didn't do
(i wish i didn't go to Prima Deli and eat)

But I continue learning
(i stay back 5 years PSLE)

I never meant to do those things to you
(i wish i didn't take u to Prima Deli and eat)

And so I have to say before I go
(my mother calling ask me go home)

That I just want you to know

I've found a reason for me [mee]
(because i don't like rice and kuay teow anymore)

To change who I used to be
(i'm going for a sex change operation)

A reason to start over new
(i like fiona xie) [?!]

And the reason is you
(i think i'm like that because i ate at Prima Deli)

Coming up next (in the next post), another song you should never dedicate to someone during Valentine's Day: "Apologise" By Justin Timbaland. Also Adapted From "Muttons At Midnight" From 98.7 FM

2008-05-29T16:24:00.002+08:00

Skin changed again! Naruto is Japanese Anime, so i decided to go find japanese song lo. But i still wanted LuoZhiXiang's song, then i tot of this song! Hahaha. But it's nt fully japanese, it's okae! It's from one of his early album la... XD LuoZhiXiang Rawks!

2008-05-28T16:07:00.005+08:00

Adapted From "Muttons At Midnight" From 98.7 FM

Dechiphering of "You're Beautiful" By James Blunt

WARNING!!! Never dedicate this song to someone during Valentine's Day. Here's Why...
NOTE!! *the words in brackets are the hidden meaning of the song verse*

LYRICS:

My life is brilliant
(i'm very smart)

My life is pure
(i never do "that one" before)

I saw an angel
(my house is haunted)

Oh that i'm sure
(i'm very sure)

She smiled at me on the subway
(there's someone stalking me on the MRT)

But she was with another man
(she's a chi ko pek)

But I won't lose no, sleep all night, cos I've got a plan
(my mattress very comfortable)

You're beautiful
(you're very pretty)

You're beautiful
(you're very pretty)

You're beautiful it's true
(i'm not bluffing)

I saw your face, in a crowded place
(you're oso quite fat cos so many ppl i still can see you)

And i don't know what to do
(because i have no food)

Cuz I'll never be with you
(i'm scared you will eat me)

Coming up next (in the next post), another song you should never dedicate to someone during Valentine's Day: "The Reason" By Hoobastank. Also Adapted From "Muttons At Midnight" From 98.7 FM

2008-05-28T11:51:00.011+08:00

^Remnants Of Our Breakfast>.<

^Advertising for Marigold Milk! =)

^Biie & Me! xD

2008-05-28T00:06:00.002+08:00

Rawrr... NewsFlash! I am officially a noob k.. tot the mp4 spoil le, so we go bck shop to change. person there say got abit of scratch so cnt change, mus go to headquarters to service, so we went. then it turned out tat is settings changed, bt no problem with it.. so suah ku la me...

so now i trying to download songs. but my cousin's hse got no chinese software, so baidu or sogou oso cnt access. n i onli noe this 2 websites.. can someone help? wat other websites r there for free download of both eng n chi songs? thx alot.

bought another FBT shorts today. last sunday oso bought one. so now i have 2 black ones n 1 dark blue. wanna buy one white n one grey too.

btw ppl, u may wanna try this game. go crunchyroll.com, crunchy games, n play the game called Darkness. it's just a game where all u have to do is click on practically everything n find objects. try to link the objects together n do something with them. in this case we have to find out wats going on in the hse. WARNING! it's freeeeeeaaaky. scared me n my cousins shitless n we screamed alot of times. word of advice, dnt play it at night. there is Darkness episode 2 n 3. i think got 4 oso... if u dunno how to complete the game, read other ppls comments on the right side of the screen. or go youtube n type "darkness episode 1 walkthrough" n it will show u wat u r supposed to do to complete the game. tmr we (i?) may try playing episode 2 n have fun screaming again.... hahahaha. *shudder* after playing comment on it at my tagboard! include whether u were scared wors...

2008-05-26T15:05:00.002+08:00

At cousin's hse now...

Goddammit!!! The mp4 ki siao le! when i play the songs they onli play for 10 secs n then jump to another song... Aarrgh! i have no idea wat to do. funniest thing is yst still can de. is this morning then liddat T.T

today's VJ was tiring. actually we didn't do much, just walk arnd, take videos n interview ppl. bt weather v hot, tats y like very exhausting.. oh ya. saw mediacorp artiste guo shu xian at chinatown during VJ. she quite pretty sia..

i dnt wanna do the wateva english scaffolding exercise (like wat the hell is tat?!) nid to watch the arena grand finals 2nite. so ma fan de neh... halfway thru math hw.. mr chan y give so much ar..

If you read this, i jus wanna say tat u r always on my mind... good things r worth waiting for... just like you...

2008-05-25T13:07:00.003+08:00

Fri was ptc. not tat bad la. mr tan praise me =D but he was like sian diao over my science tho (C6). he said i shld voice out my doubts n not let the noisy boys in class affect me fr asking qn. i was like huh?! since when i let wat the guys do affect me... =.=

then the saddest part. sat i supposed to go m'sia with my family n relatives but then mon nid go for video journalism (VJ) n mrs b lim was saying "dnt go overseas if it's not necessary". so in the end i cnt go lor. but grandma n dad at hme la. is supposed mum, sis n me go wif realtives. mrs b lim oso said "if u r nt going, i dunno how to grade u." tat freaked me alrite.

but mon after this VJ i going my cousin's hse to stay till either wed/thurs. yeah! go there is all freedom de. can com, slp, slack or game whole day n no one cares.

grandma bought a mp4 for me! as a reward for my great improvement. some of u mite think it's no big deal - jus a mp4. but it's a very big deal for me. i hve been asking for it for a loong time.

anw, happy holidaes! miss all 203'08-ers n all other frens! and of course... you <3

2008-05-21T20:09:00.003+08:00

i know u ppl are all giving me the degree of surprise... thx.

either u accept it, or pretend u dont know anything. thx.

today we started the collection of funds for myanmar n china. within half an hr, we collected 600 over bucks. proud to say tat nanhua-rians are really generous n kind.

mr tan went to semakau with 209 and 210 today. I AM JEALOUS! if tat time he went with us we will be mre hyper lor.

ok. gotta go do newspaper review on olympics torch relay. not that this interests me...

2008-05-19T19:41:00.004+08:00

i jus want to say that it was an extremely awesome/magical day for me yst. i hope it was the same for you too. your hand, your hug, your kiss- all i want to say is...

thank you...

i love you...

2008-05-18T13:28:00.002+08:00

on fri during geog, mr tan told us tat our class was selected to be in charge of this fund-raising for myanmar n china event. 203 is in charge of it for the lower secs! Yeahh, we rawk! =) a few ppl were selected to be in the main committee n 2 ppl had to collect the money. at first it was supposedly to be jj n andrew, but then andrew not happy n in the end make mr tan angry. then mr tan decided to change to one boy n one gal. hong yu got chosen, and i got sabo-ed by aaron. thx alot...

before bio lesson, jj was snooping ouside classroom n he saw mr chan n ms mah taking photo together wors... most of the boys rushed out to ka chiao them. ^.^ hehe, mr chan h-a-p-p-y sia.

then during lit hong yu came to me n asked me for my hp to play a game. being worried tat he will go see my msg, i sit beside him n see him play la. then he dunno how to play so he ask me, n some bo liao ppl were dunno whispering wat la. then PSH go cher table wan to take photo of us?! luckily gina warn me... y u all so liddat leh. it's jus a hp k...

2008-05-15T18:51:00.003+08:00

hihi ppl! haix... art test is giving me a dreadful headache. haven do the 2 picture composition yet.. boos to prep work.

today school was just fine. PE we played captain ball. guys were very hyper wors-typical them. so was wei yuan-netballer and aka captain/coach chang. Lols. when my team trying to throw the ball to xuanhao, shuan hock threw his shoe into the air to distract him (too bad didn't work) but they won fair n square la-all the pros there esp basketballers, netballer, n softballer. according to reg number odd n even oso so accurate.

assembly was totally boooring. weather damn hot, nid wear tie, dunno y never on the fans in the hall, air-con oso never on. Mrs B Lim bad temper sia-scary. keep shouting at us n scolding us esp on "horrible attire". i listened for first 10-15min then slept. hahas kept changing position, look down at floor, lean on wen hui's shoulder, totally bend down n rest head on the floor... mr nicholas liu asked wei yuan wake me up during the last 10 min, heng he didn't scold.

geog lesson mr tan joked as usual n activated the juan jun fifty-cent system-everytime jj open his mouth he will pay fifty cents. good way to kip him quiet but sometimes he cnt help himself so in the end accumulate till around $7 or $8. hahas. then hong yu at first lay his head down on table n sleep. then aft awhile he actually kneel on the floor and put his head on the chair! so funny. later i ask him y so unglam he say like so blur liddat "huh?..cnt meh?" Lols

stay bck aft sch to improvise lit play script. wa lao, the thee-s n thou-s n thy-s in shakespeare's plays. my group do romeo n juliet. we draw lots for the different roles- i won't say my role, you'll see... Siao one- the words all damn corny n mushy. love ms mah loads. she's leaving aft june hols, going to university le. mr chan will be soo sad. T_T she was telling us tat she wanna organise a proper event to let us act out the play n like really sell tickets to ppl to watch. money go to class fund. if really liddat then nid to be during the june hols . but got other ppl as audience so paiseh lehhs. before she leave she wanna take class photo wif us. i will try to take a photo with her n upload it here- she is chio!

another day gone, so fast... dont ever wan to split up next year...

2008-05-09T19:56:00.003+08:00

YES!! My geog overall A2, 73+ sia... So happiie!!! Heehee, Mr Adrian Tan praise me leh. =)

I dunno wat to say..

Oh, today aft lunch the aesthetics staff room n our classroom electricity cut off. Upstairs a few other rooms oso. So damn hot la...

Then went to auditorium for enrichment- creative writing workshop. Conducted by Mr Peter Tan- the total sicko for gals. He always ogle at girls n the way he look at girls is freeeaky! Also known as Homer Simpson, pot-bellied, balding... u get the idea.

well, signing off!

2008-05-07T17:36:00.001+08:00

YES! Skin changed! So handsome right?! Success, first time changing skin. The donut one is fren help de... OK, bye for now!

2008-05-07T10:59:00.004+08:00

In com lab now, supposed to do PW but who cares??

Mr Thomas is grossing us out...

jus now i browsed blogskins n i saw this luo zhi xiang skin! he is sooo cute n handsome! the skin colour is black n white, even better! later i go home change the skin to tat one!

ok... random stuff now.

umm.. lessons r boooring.. but other than tat the class still makes it enjoyable. cnt imagine when we go separately next year....

I love Mr Adrian Tan!!! he motivates me to Carpe Diem-Seize The Day! (hmm.. is he one of the reason i dont mind going to sch?) Thx to him my geog actually improved soo much! (last yr fail all the way n got E8, this yr common test 1 got A2!) now no mid-yr, n haven get back geog class test, but i think should be ok la.. should be..

i look forward to every thurs n fri geog lesson. every morning attire check he's so cute! tat time i never fold in shirt properly (supposed to tuck in la) he didn't say anything! he's lenient in attire check n he's in discipline committee. how cool is tat.. he's good at crapping, n makes lesson way more interesting. Yea! He rawks!

ok, gotta go now. =)

2008-05-05T20:41:00.003+08:00

Today we went to the boring boring 茶馆 @ chinatown with classes 208 n 209. Boy, were we (they?) noisy. we were on the 2nd level, n customers on 1st level were pissed at us.

jus went there to listen on a short talk (didn't listen at all). but the place was quite nice. 8 ppl were assigned to one table. then got demo on 泡茶 n again i totally drift n switched to "off" mode. so when time for hands on i was like, i dunno wat or how so u guys do it. lols. XD And there was this boiling hot transparent kettle on this makeshift stove. i was damn scared i tell u, cos of an incident with boiling hot water (soup) all over me n i will never get over it.

so we gotta act dainty n smell the "nice nice" tea fragrant b4 transferring it to another tiny cup n drink it. then we eat 茶叶蛋 n a mochi-like chewy thing with yam cream inside. then share $ with suli n wenhui to buy ice-cream puffs.

aft tat we just crapped n sent a few lame lame sms to one another n have a good laugh... then we go back to sch n went home. wasted time on this kinda xtra trip but still quite ok la.

2008-05-03T17:56:00.004+08:00

Ok.. sorta completed the pair-work music project wif wenhui (supposed to be 7-8 ppl?) But who cares?! I don't.. anyway, my life is in a mess right now. i dont really noe why tho. too many things r happening i guess.

jus quarrelled with my mum yst. about wat? literally everything but mostly is about her being unreasonable and bias and extremely hot-tempered. tat was the worst fight we had since young. mostly i jus gave in n shut up but i jus couldnt stand it any longer...

then now we hve so many projects tat i sometimes actually forget wat project are we really doing or supposed to do. music project is totally ridiculous n i cnt believe we actually meet up jus to do it.

also, look at class blog.. someone tagged something n i dunno whether to take it seriously or not. but of course it has something to do with me or i wont even bother. maybe i will jus act dumb and observe tat person's reaction. towards me (?)...

and im starting to worry about the slightest things, eg. my NAPFA- i used to not give a damn about it. my health- like wat?! i think im getting fat, seriously. I eat a lot!!!! my looks- um ok. blemish pls be gone. facial everyday!!! my height- pls, im short. i grew 2cm suddenly, *happy* so i wanna grow even more. I hve decided to go running every sat morning if possible. (i used to not bother exercising at all)... Wats going on? To me...

2008-04-27T19:09:00.004+08:00

Yeahhs! My blog's arrived! Happy Birthday! (27.04.08)